真颛 -
楼主等会儿哦～蛮长～翻译中～～～～～～～（麻烦人家没翻译完之前，别定答案，要不都发表不出去5555555555555555555555555555555555）
But things have changed since my senior high.my dad"s business was getting worse and worse so that the economic situation in my family kept going down.Ever since,I got to be at a loss.I couldn"t (also didn"t want to) become absorded in study like before.Often did I think of a question-----if I were able to pass the university entrance exam,will my dad afford the tuition?Then my grade got more and more poor.(However,maybe it"s because of a born talent and accumulation before,that I could keep my top 10 record in Chinese and English while the other courses run down.)Then I went to a college with an unideal result.But as I was concerned about the economic situation,I refused to,with an excuse of "it"s a bad school".That"s a everlasting sorrow for both me and the others.
After spending my spare time home,my uncle began to come into my life.(Actually he has always cared about my study and almost paid off the expense of my senior high.He possesses millions)The advice he gave me was to be a soldier,which I declined in no time.Because,in fact,to be honest,in China,being a soldier can only make me learn more about the rules between the interpersonality.However,I want to learn something really practical.That refuse made my uncle very annoyed,with the final words,"Don"t talk to me unless you wanna to be a soldier!"It"s not only some kind of sorrow,but also a pity to me.
I rarely regret,because I think what done is done,and it"s no use to regret.but I did feel regretful that time.Before long,when I talked to one relative that why I didn"t go to college,I told him that was because of my concern.Then he told me I was wrong.My father"s longing for all these years was to train me to be talented,so he gave up his business outside to stay at home to supervise the study and life of my sis and me.And the college was the terminal of his dream,which I gave up myself,and broke...Besides,It"s a long-term pain.I was shocked by his words.Though it"s a not deep principle,I had never got it.But now I realised with much regret....
The Nordic countries are still carrying out the policy of free education,which made me really happy,for myself and for my dad,too------it appears to be rays of sunshine of hope to me.I was strongly convinced that as long as I got an opportunity,I was gonna make it with my diligence and desire!so the idea of going to Nordic area for study was borned,which I told my dad of.He agreed gladly and said,"Let see if you"ve got the ability".
Filled with the excitement in the meanwhile,I started searching the information involved on the internet.I learned by accident XXXXXXXX.After having some insight and visiting its home page,I was sure that it"s my best choice and I fit in well with its enrollment requirement:First of all,I graduated for the high school and pass the extrance exam.Second my English level can reach the line.(Though I never took part in the GRE,I believed I can get a result of 5.0 at least anyway)Also,the living expense wasn"t beyond our control. Nevertheless,after inquiring the agency I knew that we still have to take 200000 RMB as the bail.Actually,that"s a big problem.Because we couldn"t offer it that soon.Then my uncle came into my mind.So that night,I called him,with great courage,hearing the previous reply,"Don"t talk to me unless you wanna to be a soldier!"...I was so heart-broken after I hung up.I thought my dream had entirely crashed down and the life belonging to me was so over...I drop all of the books in my room to the garbage can downstairs angrily.I grovelled on the bed and cried over the night,sleeplessly.I kept thinking that I"m healthy,and a heart that want to make progress.Though I was lost,I wanted to learn so actively,and what"s more,I never spit,or threw the trash around...Why was I,such a appropriate student, always rejected by study,with a "NO"!
After going through a night with so much hatred and resentment,I went to my teacher"s in the senior high ,as well as my best friend"s home and poured my worry and thoughts to him...He told me,my uncle is never the only one who can help me....
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楼主给买糖吃～～～～～～～～～～～～～
(插一个小嘴：有些地方中文不大通顺耶～～所以就自己意译了～不过感情基调没敢给改)
奇石珠宝真君 -
但things从我上高中开始改变，我父亲的生意变得越来越差，以至于家里的经济状况每况愈下，我也从那时起开始变得迷茫，没办法（也是不想）像以前那样专心于学习中，我时常会想起一个问题——如果我考上大学的话我父亲会付得起我的学费么？也就这样，我的成绩渐渐变差了，（然而，可能是因为与生俱来的一种天赋和以前知识的积累，在众多课程成就都下滑的情况下，我的英语及语文成绩却始终能够保持着年段前十名的记录）后来，我以不太理想的高考成绩考上了一所大专院校，可是，我考虑到家里的经济状况所以以“大专学校不好”为借口拒绝了就读。这是包括我在内的许多人到目前为止仍然的悲伤（此处用sorrow）
It all started when I was at the senior high school. The family business began to go downhill and money became a real concern in daily life. I felt myself absent-minded sometimes at study, wondering whether Dad was able to afford the tuition if I did get through to university. As a consequence, my academic results turned out worse than ever, with the only exceptions of Chinese and English, where I was still within the top ten out of, perhaps, god granted talents. Later on, I narrowly passed the college entrance exam, but it was not good enough to ensure myself a place in the ideal university of my first choice. Therefore, I dropped out on the excuse that the college was not the one I wanted, while in fact it was the monetary terms that were eating me badly. This, however, remains a constant pain; for me, and for the ones that love me.
北营 -
But things started to change from my high school, my father"s business is becoming increasingly worse, so that deteriorating economic conditions at home, and I then started to become confused and is no way (also do not want to) as before, concentrate on course of study, I often think of a question - if I am admitted to university, then my father would afford to pay my tuition Mody?Also this way, I gradually worse results, and (however, possibly because of an inborn talent and previous accumulation of knowledge, among the many achievements have downturn course, my performance has always been English and language be able to maintain a ten years period before the record) later, I am not very good SAT score admitted to a tertiary institution, but, I take into account the economic situation at home so the "bad post-secondary school" as an excuse for refusing of the school. This is a lot of people including me, the grief is still so far (here with sorrow)
(This emphasis stresses pity) stayed busy at home, a few months later, my uncle to intervene formally in my life, (in fact, he has been concerned about my study in high school, living almost entirely on his offer, he"s assets have tens of millions.) He gave me the suggestion is go to the army, but I immediately rejected, because, in fact, to be honest, in China, the army will only allow me to learn the rules of a certain set of personal behavior, but I would like to learn is a real practical knowledge. That refused to let me tert very angry, and eventually he yelled a voice: "If you want soldiers to come to me, the other everything and I do not say!" This is in addition I am very sad to think there is a big pity.
(This focus on regret) I am a little regret, because I think a lot of things done on done, and regret is useless.But this time I really regret it recently me and a family chat about why I do not at university last year, I told him that in fact, I was afraid of taking into account the situation at home too much pressure on his father"s decision not to read the university, and then he told me that I would like to be wrong. My father all these years the only long-cherished wish is to cultivate my talent, for which he often abandoned in the field of business and long-term stay at home to monitor and take care of my sister"s study and life at university, he wishes to settle the terminal, but I gave up This is tantamount to his dream and broke, and, it would be a very long-term pain.His words really shocked me, this is not a very profound truth, but I have so far not thought of. Now I understand, but filled with regret.
The Nordic countries are still practicing the policy of free education so that I was very pleased with the news, both for their own pleasure, but also for his father happy - I seem to see the light! I firmly believe that, as long as give me a chance to learn with that kind of momentum in my heart no matter what school I will learn very well!So I thought about his ideas and learn from Northern Europe down this idea of telling his father that he happily replied: "Did you see that the ability of."
Excited at the same time, I started on the Internet for information related to a search, a chance let me know xxx, making some insight into and access the school"s home page, I determined XXX is my choice and I have the best consistent with XXX enrollment requirements: First of all, I am a high school graduate, participated in a formal national college entrance examination; followed by English proficiency can be achieved (although I"ve never been to IELTS test, but I believe that no matter when to examination results are available on 5 .Excited at the same time, I started on the Internet for information related to a search, a chance let me know xxx, making some insight into and access the school"s home page, I determined XXX is my choice and I have the best consistent with XXX enrollment requirements: First of all, I am a high school graduate, participated in a formal national college entrance examination; followed by English proficiency can be achieved (although I"ve never been to IELTS test, but I believe that no matter when to examination results are available on 5 .0 above) In addition, the annual cost of living, we are also affordable, however, after consultation to the intermediary that I know is necessary to provide about 20 million yuan deposit, actually, this is a big problem, because no way to get my family 1:00 out of such a fee, and then I still think of my uncle, so last night I called him the courage to call the situation and he said, his answer is still the same: "If you want soldiers to come to I have other things do, and I say!
"Hung up the phone after my heart is really broken, I feel completely shattered dreams, and that really belongs to her own life in that time is over, angrily, I put all the books the room downstairs trash can throw them altogether to go , lying in bed a cry through the night without sleep, the brain always wanted to, I have a healthy body, one of the light-up heart, though I"ve been once confused, but I now have a positive study of the heart and, more importantly, I never spit, never littering .... Why do I say one suitable for students who have to be studied, said "NO! "
Spent in the bitterness after a night, today I went to my high school teacher is also my good friend"s home to their minds to talk to him, and he told me, you can help me I am the only person other than the tertiary.
gitcloud -
But things gets up the high school from me to start to change, my father"s business becomes more and more bad, in family"s financial circumstance becomes worse and worse, I also since then start become confused, the means (also had not thought) likely before is such wholly-absorbed in the study, I will often remember a question - -, if I will be admitted to a university my father will be able to pay my school expense? Also like this, my result gradually has worsed, (however, possibly is because of born that way one kind of talent and the beforehand knowledge accumulation, in numerous curriculum achievements slide in situation, my English and language result actually throughout could maintain year section first ten records) afterward, I have passed an examination universities, colleges and institutes by not too ideal college entrance examination result, but, I considered in family"s financial circumstance, therefore “was not good take the Universities and technical schools” refuses as the excuse to go study. This was includes me many person of so far as usual sorrow。
(this section key speaks pity) the home has stayed idly for several months later, my uncle involves in officially my life, (he has been caring actually my study, high school"s living expenses nearly all are, his property which he provides has surely. ) he gives my suggestion is becomes a soldier, but I have rejected immediately, because, in fact, to be honest, in China, becomes a soldier only to be able to let me learn some set of manner handling matters principle, but, what I want to study is a true practical knowledge. That rejection lets my uncle be angry, finally he has bellowed the sound: “wants to become a soldier to look for me, other any matters do not say with me!”This except lets me very sad also think that is very big pity.
(this section of key points are regret) I are very little regretted that because I thought that many matters did have done, regretted that did not have usefully. But this I was the real regret, little while ago I and a family member chatted when last year why talked about me not to attend the university, I tell him actually me am consider in family"s situation to fear that the too tremendous pressure only then the decision did not attend the university for the father, then he told me me to think mistakenly. Father these year only long-cherished wishes are raise me mature, for this reason he gives up the outside areas frequently business, but keeps the family to supervise and to look after me and younger sister"s study and the life for a long time, when university the guitar wish"s terminal, I actually gave up, this was equal to that has thrown down and broken his dream, moreover, this will be a very long-time pain. His these words really has shocked me, this is not a too abstruse truth, but I actually unexpectedly had not thought. Now I have understood, but fills the regret.
The Scandinavian countries still implemented the free education policy the news to let me be extremely joyful, also for oneself happy, also for the father felt that happy - - I as if saw the dawn! I believed that so long as a study"s opportunity adds on my innermost feelings for me that impulse regardless of study any I certainly will study very well! Therefore, I sprouted the idea which and Northern Europe studies but actually told this idea the father, he replied joyfully: “looked that you did have that ability.”
Excited at the same time, I started on-line to carry on the search to the related information, an accidental opportunity let me know xxx, after carrying on some understood and visited the school main page, I determined that XXX was my best choice and I also meets XXX recruitment of students requirement: First, I am a high school graduate, has enrolled the national official college entrance examination; The next English proficiency may attain a designated standard (, although I have not participated have thought of test elegantly, but I believed whenever score on the test can above 5.0) in addition, every year"s living expense we also be able to pay, however, in after intermediary consultation I only then knew that must provide about 200,000 Renminbi the earnest moneys, actually, this was a major problem, because my family did not have the means to put out this kind of expense for a while to come, afterward I thought of my uncle, therefore, I had the courage to telephone last night to him the situation and he said that his reply or those words: “wants to become a soldier to look for me, other matters do not say with me!”After hanging up the telephone, my heart really has broken to pieces, thought that the dream has been disillusioned completely, thought that belonged to own life at that time to finish truly, was in a pet, I all books threw entirely the room in toward the downstairs trash can, lay prone has cried on the bed, did not have the dormancy all night, in the brain has thought that I had a healthy body, a light upward heart, although I before once has been confused, but I have the heart which now studied positively, more importantly, I ever did not spit everywhere, ever did not throw trash….Why my such suitable to be the student the person actually to study says “NO!”
Passed one evening after the hate, today was also in my good friend"s family poured out I to my high school"s teacher the concern to him, he told me, might help me the person by no means only then my uncle。